In the middle of the display hung a key – my key – in the shape of an acoustic guitar. As I was reaching for the guitar, the young key smith approached and said, "Ah, do you just like the guitar or – ha, ha – do you play?" I paused, remembering my April declaration…I am a musician, “Oh no…I play," I responded, "Do you?" He did. We actually had a brief conversation about guitars and bluegrass; I shared information about local jams and then happily strolled out of the store, guitar key in hand.
Holding new keys to a new house is rather empowering. It is a new start. Usually, and for most people, that is enough. However, I had already decided that 2012 would be a new start for me. On January 1st, I cannot say that I exactly knew what that meant, but as the year has been progressing, these new starts are being revealed.
It began with the Cash Mob movement that spread through the country and right into the heart of Bellport. This represented a new start or re-start into community activity for me. Since Erin’s graduation from high school, I have been on the down-low. It has been great to reconnect and to make new connections with my community.
Then came the self-declaration…I am a musician. Though music has always been a part of my life, it now has a new look for me as I play my guitar and sing in public. Deciding to call myself a “musician,” now that is a new start. And, because I just could not stop, along comes self-declaration #2 (thanks to the My Name Is Not Bob April Challenge and encouragement from my friend Terrell)…I am a writer.
Sometimes new starts are intentional, some just happen. They are all meant to be. The new house was a “just happen” new start. It resulted in a lot of emotion, took agonizing work, but with the trust and help of a very dear friend (thank you Garry!) it happened. The guitar key is, as my friend Sue declared, a positive omen.
The journey through 2012 has been and promises to continue to be dynamic. Our family is seeing many other new starts. Next week Erin will have completed her undergraduate degree in spite of her recent diagnosis of mononucleosis. (The Hall family GPS has the added, and most used, feature: the most difficult route possible option.) Recovery and a new start are imminent. We are also learning a new normal as the family navigates a life altering diagnosis for my sister-in-law. Health issues prompt a reconsideration of life’s purpose and direction for an individual and the family. We are in this together and I am confident the purpose and direction will be revealed. It is yet another new start.
Life is dynamic, new starts will continue. Some we will select and some will be imposed. Some will make us happy and some will wrench our hearts. I can only trust that these new starts will cause a positive and purposeful journey. We start now by choosing the right key to help us unlock the door. I believe I will be making another trip to the key smith; new keys for everyone!